Monthly Archive for April, 2009

CS Camp & Cycle Weekend

Friday afternoon – 0 km on the counter

I cycle to Utrecht with L. We buy chips and wine at AH, drop my stuff at W.’s place and eat the chips on a bench in the street. When J. arrives back home, we drink the wine and eat the hot curry J. made us. Then we cycle to Averechts for drinks and talks with local CS’ers.

Saturday morning – 18 km on the counter

After a decent night of sleep on three couch cushions it’s time for the real work. W. and me arrive at the meeting point five minutes early. Impressive. After waiting for late comers, putting orange flags on our bikes, readjusting people’s luggage and a group picture, we set off at 11am.

We are an interesting group of people. We have professional cyclists and creative bicycle packers, most of us are Dutch, but our ages range from 23 to 59. We do not talk about what we do during the week. Right now we are just twelve crazy souls cycling in an ever-changing pattern through the surroundings of Utrecht with orange flags on our bicycles, singing children’s songs.

We cycle past and/or through the Hollandse Waterlinie, Loosdrechtse plassen, Utrechtse Heuvelrug, Lage Vuursche, Soesterberg and Doorn to Amerongen, where we arrive at a farmers camp site somewhat after 6pm. We set up camp, prepare dinner and eat lots of marshmallows for dessert. At midnight it’s time for ploenk to go to bed.

Sunday morning – 90 km on the counter

I wake up with a couple of mosquito bites in my face. Darn. But a warm shower and a good and long breakfast makes everything right. Around noon, we hop on our bikes again. Today we see some more of Utrechtse Heuvelrug and also Wijk bij Duurstede, Doorn, Austerlitz, Zeist and Bunnik, before we arrive in the city center of Utrecht at high speed.

Yeah, we cycled pretty fast sometimes, but on the other hand, we had a lot of breaks. Gymnastics in the sand, lengthy lunches, coffee/beer on a terrace and we even did some sightseeing. And here we are, back again, on the Oudegracht, tired to the bone at only 6pm. We had a lot of fun!

Sunday evening – 130 km on the counter

But my weekend is not over yet! I phone H. and go to her place. We talk, have dinner and talk some more. Until P. phones me that he just arrived at Schiphol. Wow, what time is it? I’m so tired already, I completely lost track of time. I go to his place and with his roommates I wait until he gets back home. Surprise! After stories, Macedonian food and photos, I can finally rest my head at 1am. Goodnight Utrecht…

Monday afternoon – 150 km on the counter

It’s 11.30am when I get out of bed to take a shower. My own bed that is. P.’s alarm clock was set at 7am and although it was still raining at that point, I decided to also get up and get the last bit of cycling over with. So that’s what I did. I hopped on my bicycle somewhat after 8am and jumped right into bed again after arriving home somewhat before 9.30am. Wow… what an impressive weekend…

Photos: my own, from J and from L.

Muiderslot

I have to watch it, because if I don’t, my butt will take the shape of a bicycle saddle…

Today I went to Muiden. It was nice! My museumjaarkaart got me in for free, we could roam the grounds and the towers ourselves, and the free guided tour was also interesting and nice.

I wrote something about it for the ‘This book will change my life’ blog as well. It’s not a really useful story, but at least there is a photo!

Third week of unemployment

OK, so I’ve had some time to think about stuff. There’s still basically no work out there. But my savings will help me through the coming month to pay the bills and my friends will help me through the coming month to pass the time. But nothing is sure and sound for the future.

My first thought is to find an internship to gain some experience and to fill up my time in a useful way. But two problems arise. First, for most internships, you need to be a student. Sounds very logical ey, but not very handy in my case. Second, I still don’t know if the government employment organization will give me some money.

I phoned them today, because I applied for welfare over two weeks ago. But it’s so busy (duh) that they need two extra weeks to get back to me. Well, I understand that, but it’s kind of difficult too. Because I still want to live by “Don’t settle for a job which doesn’t fit you, it’ll suck the energy out of you”, but how can I do this if I don’t know if I can support myself?

Well, I decided I’ll give it a try anyways. I’m going to try to find an internship. I can always quit if I find my dream job next week, I will not earn anything anyway. And maybe I’ll even get a job out of it. Wish me luck!

Keukenhof

Tijd voor weer een cultureel uitstapje onder het mom van ‘toerist in eigen land’. Met een groep van zo’n veertig couchsurfers verzamelden we om 09.00 op Leiden Centraal. Daar werden alle nog aanwezige OV-fietsen door ons afgehuurd. Iets na tienen vertrokken we in een ‘wij zijn op schoolreisje’ colonne de paden op, de lanen in.

Na de de nodige onnodige pauzes en fotomomentjes arriveerden we rond een uur of één bij de Keukenhof. Ik lachte en lachte om de kilometers aanwezige touringbussen uit heel Europa. OMG! We lunchten op de parkeerplaats en gingen daarna het park in. Hier was het nog drukker dan op een gemiddelde koopzondag. Er waren meer mensen dan bloemen zeg maar, en dat is vrij knap…

Al moet ik zeggen dat het toch wel mooi was hoor. Ik had alleen niet met dit groepje mensen moeten rondlopen, maar met wat relaxter lieden die wat geinteresseerder en nieuwsgieriger waren… Mijn fout… Dus als ik net zo oud ben als de gemiddelde bezoeker, kan ik best nog een keer gaan. Maar dan met m’n bloemenliefhebbende moeder, als ze tenminste nog kan lopen over dertig jaar.

Change!

Fuck hell, I told myself this multiple times already, so why am I not listening to myself?! Life is too short to waste time by feeling shit! It’s time for some changes…

Today I started my day different than usual. Instead of taking a shower with half-closed eyes, I ate breakfast first, then checked my e-mail, cycled 3 km, skated 4 km, cycled 3 km again and thén took my shower, exactly at 11 am, with still a whole day ahead of me.

I read two online job newspaper articles (Know what you’ve got to offer and Help I got fired) which made me feel better. I realized I’m not the only one.

Some quotes: “Don’t settle for a job which doesn’t fit you, it’ll suck the energy out of you”, “Finding out what you want and are capable of takes time, don’t expect things to be solved in an afternoon”, “It’s normal that a mourning period follows after you got fired”, “It’s not wise to apply for jobs immediately after you become unemployed when you still feel bad”, “A whole generation will retire soon, there will be loads of jobs”.

Then I figured I should do something again with ‘This book will change my life’, with weird-ass, supposedly life-changing, tasks for every day. I started once at the beginning of 2008, but quit pretty fast, after a week or so. And… since I really want to change my life, why not try it the weird-ass way? I’ll start at Day 106 today, since it’s the 106th day of the year. You can find my first entry here. Keep checking it - every day (see my links list)!

Some random things which popped in my head
- I haven’t brushed my hair yet and it’s already 2.30pm
- I checked out I.’s website, which amazed me, she’s my new hero
- I should plan a low-budget trip – Soon.
Maybe… leave the country on May 5. Just for a few days. Who’s in?

Second week of unemployment

I’m wasting my time feeling shit.